ok but srs topic i guess i feel like no one will believe me that i sh in the past because the scars r gone??? I cant remake them to prove it because i have too many doctors appointments and echoes for my heart so

I dont want help with my addiction i dont want help at all, i started this shit i should figure it out on my own. The doctors always just take things away from me instead of doing ohter things because thats the easiest option

Bro my teacher literally said "you dont look too good" to me the other day like wow maybe theyre finaly starting to catch on WOOHOO as soon as the school years ends too isnt that awesome sauce

none of the good things that happen to me feel real it feels like its some sort of prank or somethint ive just kinda grown to learn that i dont really deserve nice things idk??? like i dont deserve care or anythint at all that is why i just tell ppl im fine or like push them away because i feel like i am a problem to them????? Errrrr anyway wish i had some cupcakes rn wth UGH

I need cupcaek

I dont know

I dont think anybody believs me

thanks you