Tbh i thought I would be terible with dropping this person. I've come to realize I feel more free. Some how im happy. I was so tired lol. Also now I have a shit ton of single ocs tho it will take a bit for me to be comfortable with using em with strangers or not so close people. Im free and its less painless to do things. I can see me getting to that person ive always wanted to be. Tho this person wasn't a bad person they just cared less ab me over time. In some part of mt brain she was toxic but a lovely person an I thought it was gonna kill me to lose her. Or the opposite