I've been..... going through a lot..... I feel depressed and everything is just falling apart.... I want to feel better but I can't feel better on here..... roleplaying and shit isn't helping..... my health is only getting worse and my addiction to this place is coming back..... I'm not leaving forever.... I am just taking a break..... I know I just came back but..... I just cant carry all this weight on me and keep the same smile on..... I try to be positive with everyone but everything just hurts.... I'm sorry everyone..... I love you and I will see you soon...