because i’m only halfway through the school day rn

but anyways so yesterday i got told to keep cutting myself by two girls 🥰🥰

one of them just ****ing rages she threw a glue stick at me

i’ve been living off of ramen and hot cocoa for the past week

oh and another thing! i’m failing like every class and am desperately trying to catch up😁

i tried to tell all my teachers i require extra help bc of my trouble focusing but i haven’t gotten any yet bruh

VRO the school gave us plastic knifes today for once and my friends started yelling at me to not cut myself when all i did was get the knife out to cut my food???? it made me uncomfortable ngl

i have therapy next tuesday i’m so relieved vro..

my friends also started going into deep conversation about my medication and how it’s “killing me” and draining my energy but my parents INSIST i take it every day to focus so there’s nothing i can do about it

i’m off the mood medicine now and that makes me really sad because it was helping me to be happier and stuff but like

i’m scared to death of bloodwork because last time they had to do it TWICE because the first time failed and i almost passed out for the first time in my life

and bloodwork is the only way i’ll get that mood medicine back even though i just got bloodwork done for it not that long ago

I asked the person who was 3d printing the murder drones mask for me if they could lmk when it was purchased and they said yes and they never told me anything so i’m afraid i’m not gonna get it for christmas

EUGH why do i yap so much ☹️

Ii gave up on my uzi voice impression practice because im cheeks at it😁

so yeah!!!! life is kinda shitty rn but i just gotta thug it out…sigh.. like and subscribe for more epic content blawgs!!!

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