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Hello? (Lemme type)
17.04.2020
94 comments
OPIntrovertedIdiot[OP]
17.04.2020 00:27
Link*Ahem.* Okay, not really sure how to say this, but I been feeling lonely. Sorta like Im being left out. Half my friends, (not sure if theyd consider me a friend), are saying / drawing depressing or even suicidal stuff. Hello? Are you guys okay, or is it just an edgy thing? ._.¨ I cant even do anything to help, if it is serious, too. And Im not sure if this is just me being clingy, but I havent gotten as many comments or much feedback from some of my friends. I know its not all about me, but it also feels like all my friends on here have someone else to talk to rather than me. Like I said, Im probably just being super clingy and selfish here. I mean, all I did was make a bit of art for you guys, and Im considering you my friends and expecting yall to keep paying attention to me. Im sorry. I really dont want to be annoying like that, I just wish the best for you guys and sorta wish I could talk to any of you a little more often. I understand Ive only felt like this today, too. Maybe youre all just busy doing -
OPIntrovertedIdiot[OP]
17.04.2020 00:29
Linkstuff. If thats the case, Im very sorry, you probably dont need to be reading this right now. Ill end it here so you can go do whatever. Perhaps Ill just draw what I consider my friends for myself and jump with joy whenever I get any sort of feedback from any of you... Sorry about this. :(
OPIntrovertedIdiot[OP]
17.04.2020 00:34
LinkRandom, but perhaps we can forget the hair dye thing too? I said I dyed my hair but I dont think it really matters to any of you if I want to change my looks. Lets just pretend I didnt? :(
Hey, just here to let you know that it is okay to feel this way. It's okay to feel a little lonely and left our in a situation like this. This is why it is good to talk to others that you consider friends about what you are feeling. You should let them know what's going on so you guys can each talk to and understand what's going on with each other, and maybe you can work something out. If you are ever feeling lonely, then talk about it, Because loneliness is a feeling that is normal, and that happens a lot. It's a good thing that you let it out though, so that they know what you are feeling. And about the depressing or suicidal posts, if you see one, ask if the person is okay, or if they need to talk about it, and maybe even give some advice if you have some, okay. I don't know If what I said will be helpful, but I hope it will be.
Thanks Arie, I wasnt sure if anyone would really care to respond to this. I havent ever even done anything for you and youre commenting some advice on a post like this. Thanks alot, (not sarchastic) I hope I can figure out what to draw soon that I can actually feel involved in, other than just myself. Could we be (more) of friends? I think I just randomly followed you and never talked or anything like that. :|
There are some people that have still seemed friendly today, but not directly to me. Like deadspace perhaps? She seemed like she mightve talked to me if I said something to her... People like red and (not a personal friend) sage keep being drawn together / keep interacting. Im dont want to seperate them somehow, but I wish I could feel a little more special to someone. Like, maybe to red? Im probably just a little jealous that someone else has an actual relationship and I dont, but, tbh, Ive also only been on here for about a week. So I might just be being selfish and assuming someone will think of me as ´special´ to them. Feel like I cant do much to show I care except make art for people or like/compliment their newest stuff.
I actually understand how you feel, because I used to feel exactly like that sometimes as well in the past, and I still feel like that just a tiny bit sometimes. But hey, I would actually like to get to know you some more, and if you're ever feeling lonely, you can just talk to me if you'd like.
So Im seriously confused wether Im being clingy and a bit selfish or if its alright to wish someone praised me a little more. (Dang that sounded cocky :T) I also put myself down often just in case I sound rude or inconsiderate. So sorry (There I go) if I seem to be super insecure. Id consider myself a relatively nice person, at least compared to most people, and outside of relationships, I dont hate on myself nearly as much.
Thanks about the talking to you thing! :) You make me feel a little better knowing Im not really alone and that, there is indeed, someone who might accept a little bit of clingyness from me. (Or maybe not?) If you turn out to be what Im assuming of you, Id probably end up drawing way too many pictures of you! (/us?) And Its also good to know that theres someone out there who might actually care to know me a little better. :D
Well I guess it's natural for some people to feel clingy or to want a bit more attention, as long as that feeling doesn't go a bit too overboard, but just feeling that way is natural and alright. But you also do have to be a bit patient, because you did say that you had only been on here for about a week, and for some people, it takes a while for them to actually bond with someone. So just try to be a little more patient with people.
(Dang this is a lot of typing. Reading too. Sorry if Im typing too much. Perhaps youve left or almost left until you saw that I commented yet again for you to read?)
Okay, once again, nice to know. Id usually say Im a patient person, but not with relationships and friendships I suppose. What are we gonna do after all these comments, if anything? :|
No, it's fine. I actually wasn't about to leave. And all the typing and reading is alright with me. I do tend to type a lot, and also I have no problem with reading a lot. I'm actually a pretty good reader, and I have read a 500 page book in two/three days, so reading long thing for me isn't a problem.
Ok. Yeah, Id say I talk too much, too. Outside of being a quiet introvert I guess. At least I know you are wishing you could leave right now.
And the talking about ourselves thing too? Yeah, I can sit here and do that. :) If we do, Im not sure where Id start. Lets make a new comment when we do that though.
Dang youre nice! :DD My irl friends and stuff dont always pay much attention to me, even when Im just chilling with them while neither of us are really doing anything. Maybe thats just me being clingy again. When Im quiet Im never clingy, I always try to be cooperative and considerate as possible. Compared to most of the kids at my school, or were at my school, Id say I behave pretty good. Not sure if Im going off-track here. Or maybe I ended up talking about myself? :?
This is probably the longest, genuine conversation Ive had with someone online. I also seem to be typing more than you, so maybe it just feels like a lot because I keep having something to say.
Yeah, I suppose so. Hard to do when Im introverted and in quarantine though. Should we start talking about ourselves now, if we do??
Ok. So what do I say? My favorite stuff, then maybe you could comment on whatever I like and tell me or something? ._.
Id say Im pretty artsy. Its pretty much all I do in my freetime except listen to music or play videogames. Thats probably easy to tell though when Im on a website like this. I know a little bit of music too, really just a keyboard.(piano) I cant say Im anywhere near professional though, I cant even read sheet music or understand how to hold a ukelele. :T
I like making up characters too. Thats pretty complicated though, becuase I wouldnt consider them OCs, but youd probably die of boredom or think Im super weird if I explained why they arent technically OCs.
Cool! I barely know anything about music, but I do like listening to it (a LOT) and sometimes playing it. Ive tried playing a recorder and a ukulele in school, but I havent picked up too much. :P
Man, we have more in common then I ever wouldve thought when I first saw you. Howd you find me anyways?
Well if you wouldnt think I was crazy for telling you about the ´OC´ thing, then it might take a while to explain anyway. What about our favorites? Like colors, animals, foods we like? :)
Thanks. I actually recognized you because I followed you after leaving that comment, about if you had any OCs, im assuming? :v
Me too. I like all kinds of colors, but I think I like green and orange most. Recently Ive considered it to be green, but orange still feels special to me for some reason. My favorite animal is also a hyena, though I like rabbits too.
I mean I really like cheesecake for one thing. I could list more stuff, but it would end up looking like a bakery´s menu. :P I also think ferrets are very cute, too! And I forgot, chinchillas. Theyre adorable. :3
Oh Im all over the place with music. I dont know the technical term for any certain type of music. Right now im listening to Korn. (Edgy, right?) Its always about the song for me though, not who its by.
Yeah! I have some thing for baking, too, thanks to FACS class from school. I figured out how easy it is to do as long as you do things right and I got kinda attatched to it.
lol just to prove the all over the place thing, now Im listening to Hollaback girl, right after Korn. -v-
Yeah.. So what else is there to talk about? Weve talked about food, music.. art? How about art? Are you on here to animate/draw or just becuase? ?_?
Yeah, I found this because I was bored and felt like trying to animate something. Then I found out there was actually an active community on here and made my account a little more worthwhile. I was originally gonna use it for personal stuff, like my ´OCs´, but ended drawing for people most of the time. Ive made a few friends, too. c:
Dang weve been talking, (or I have been, anyway) for almost an hour and a half. Theres over 60 comments on here now. :o
There actually is a website that I used to use that is kinda similar to this one. I haven't been on it for two years because eventually the website decided to make us pay to be able to save/post animations on there. So when I saw this one and clicked I was actually happy because it feels kinda nice to be on a website with a whole art community like this.
Yeah tell me about it! :D Im sure you can tell that during just this conversation Ive started to talk a little more openly. :} I guess it goes without saying that sorta proves the quiet/talkative thing then?
You also seem to keep taking a little longer to type. Do you just type kinda slow or do you have to figure out what to say every time? (Or maybe Im just typing too fast? :i)
What else could we possibly talk about, if anything?? Or would that have been WAYY too much talking at that point? I could probably go draw something if thats the case. :]
Sorry, 1 minute between my message and your ´yeah´ wasnt that long, but before that, it was taking a little longer. :v
Yeah I do that too. Probably just feels long because I dont have much to do while I wait.
Bruh I have 21 notifications >_>
Anyway what do we do now? We dont have much to talk about anymore
Yeah, thats prob how it would work. Do they have normal hands, in case I draw them? And if I wanted to, could I draw both of us in the same picture? :T
Yeah, if you want you can draw Kiris. Shes the one on my pfp, and all over my profile. In her orange shirt, probably. Shes how I picture myself. Like, who I wanna be??
(So shes not technically me, I draw ME different... sorry if this is complicated. But yeah, you can draw Kiris if you want.)
