I cant get myself to eat,,
by:
-Tommy1nn1t- 
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390
17.04.2021
28 comments
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 07:55
LinkIstg I’m ****ing crying because of this
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 07:55
LinkI haven’t eaten anything all day-
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 07:58
LinkI just want to ****ing cry that’s it,
My mom has called me fat several times,,
My sister made me feel like I’m just so ****ing ugly,,
And that’s it, I’m done trying to make myself not Believe it
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:00
LinkI’m done trying to deny it,,
I just want to stop trying
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:01
LinkIt’s not only my family
But other kids at school,, I feel like I could never be as pretty as they want me to be.
I cant be what they think is normal.
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:02
LinkAnd then they also call me skinny.
I don’t get it. Am I fat? Or I am I skinny? What am I?
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:06
LinkI just want to ****ing cut off the fat and bleed to death. I don’t care anymore.
I don’t want to care. It’s stupid.
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:08
LinkI hope to god that teeny doesn’t ****ing wake up
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:11
LinkI feel like I’m just going to lose all confidence in myself,,
My voice is the only thing that I’m okay with,, everything else makes me feel ugly. And unwanted.
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:15
Link😃 my voice is shaky ew,,
https://voca.ro/17ahzIgvGSqa
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:18
LinkAgain ew,,,
https://voca.ro/1oa9ZroiNpth
-Tommy1nn1t-[OP]
17.04.2021 08:38
Linkhttps://voca.ro/1aN77x5x9Gt7
I-
Oh wow
Please eat-
Seriously just get some crackers and water or something
I cant get myself to eat that’s the thing. I feel like I have nothing I can eat
Like you feel like there is nothing there you would eat or that there is nothing you feel like eating right now
Jesus ****ing christ
There is something up with your mom, stop taking what she says personally. I am not trying to be rude but she is in no way to talk shit about you considering the shit she has done to herself and others around her. I am sorry for saying this but after reading that i really want to punch your mom and sister in the face because they are stupid as hell to think that that stuff wont do anything go you mentally- maybe they do and just dont care, that is ****ed up too and another reason why you shouldnt take anything they say personally (as much as you can)
How am I not supposed to take it personally when’s it my ****ing MOM.
Who ****ing caresif you are fat or if you are ugly or any of that dumb bullshit that has been spoonfed to you. That is all just ****ing horseshit that you cant control a lot of the time, so instead of thinking less of yourself because of it and the fact that you think you cant change it, you should instead try your hardest to surround yourself with more people who actually make you feel good about yourself. Who cares what kids at school say? They are just dumbass kids and if they want to act like kids then you should treat then like kids
Well i say this a lot, but you mean the world to me. I want you to be happy and I want to do everything i can to make you happy. I know your life is pretty rough and a lot of times you think that you cant do it anymore, but there are so many people i could name that care about you on here. I hope that knowing that there are many people that love you is enough to try to love yourself a little more because i am not going to say you are perfect, because nobody is, but perfect and beautiful arent the same thing, and I can tell you that you are beautiful to me and all of your friends. You said that when i go you get lonely- well i do too when you leave. Imagine how that would feel if I just got up and decided to leave forever? That would hurt i can tell. Dont do that to your friends on here. We would be lonely too
