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I'm not okay. (vnt)
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drawprololo 
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19.10.2024
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drawprololo[OP]
19.10.2024 14:50
Linkhello, I know it's been a long time but I needed to express myself about this, I was groomed in 2022 by someone who claimed to be my friend, made "humor" forcing me to send my body and to make nsfw of him and my oc (it was not my sona but it remains problematic I WAS ****ING 12)
drawprololo[OP]
19.10.2024 14:52
LinkI wasn't old enough to have networks and it's partly my fault but I was already being harassed irl and I wasn't mentally stable at that time so I took refuge on the internet
drawprololo[OP]
19.10.2024 14:54
LinkI still feel bad about it, I'm trying to heal but I keep fantasizing about it even though I know it's not normal, I had a lot of trauma in my childhood in this kind of context so I couldn't protect myself properly
recently in 2024 I tried to talk again to this person, explaining my discomfort but he takes me for an idiot (know that this person is currently 17 and I am 13 💀) he says things like "I feel lonely right now" "I want you to be my friend again" "friendship has no age" but I have the impression that he is forcing me to be his friend to cover up these old bad actions but I had no intention of reporting him, I want to but I am afraid.
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my groomer apologized but i'm sure it was fake because he insists that i absolutely have to forgive him
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Don’t forgive him at all, you don’t have to forgive him for shit for having you go thru that
And the fantasizing is possibly hypersexuality. It can cause unwanted thoughts of sexual experiences and is caused through trauma of sexual abuse and is a trauma response the brain has
yes, I really don't want to self-diagnose but it may be possible (I will soon talk to professionals about it because I have already talked to some people in my family)
2026 update: I gave in... he wouldn't stop stalking me on all my socials accs, and I just tried to clarify and explain EVERYTHING to him about the situation and my age, But he thought I forgave him, saying, “It warms my heart that you're talking to me again.” I didn't want to hurt him, so I accepted his apology, but he continued to play with my emotions, my weakness, and my hypersexuality, repeating the actions he had done before. I don't even feel like I'm a valid victim anymore. Everyone blames people like me, EVEN MY OWN FRIEND WHOM I TRUSTED (attach) Bradley treats me like a toy, He says he doesn't love me because he's too grown and I'm a teenager, but he continues to use me sexually. It's really destroying me because I have feelings for him I don't know why, I need help
Please don't be scared to block him, it's necessary to do it if it's been going on for this long, which is deeply concerning
Don't listen to the people blaming you, because that's ****ed up. Blaming the victim is NEVER ok
I'm scared, I'm so scared that it will go far if I file a complaint, but I've spoken to a hotline in my country but I haven't told my parents anything at all, they'll hate me forever
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sorry if i'm late, I'm not okay at all and I even have the feeling that he's ignoring me more and more.. He doesn't even really love me, he's only using me for my body and I was dumb asf to believe he wanted us to go back to how we were before (yk like friends/lovers), when he groomed me again 😕
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I'm so srry this is happening.. I actually feel so srit must be so hard to experience a literal groomer basically manipulating you.. please just try speak to an adult YOU TRUST ***PERSONALLY** like someone who has authority and you know you trust and can get you through such a disgusting thing with out taking it further but can still stop it. I'm sorry if this doesn't or won't work but I hope something helps I'm so sorry to hear that