(Okay) *there are glass shards with blood on it on the floor*

*you hear faint crying*

Darrick: !! U-uhm! Y-yes?

Darrick: n-no! I'm f-fine

Darrick: no no, I’m okay

Darrick: nothing is wrong sir

Darrick: nothing is to tell

Darrick: ik you do! But you cannot help if there is nothing wrong! ^^’

Darrick: hey, it,s okay!

Darrick: *he invites you over to sit with him*

Darrick: …I shouldn't lie to you….you're right, there is something wrong….but I doubt anyone could help me…*looks at you* but you,re helping me in a way.

Darrick: *looks at the floor* you….know how I have a missing arm- is because of what happened when I was younger…..long story short…..my mom got killed….and I didn’t do anything about it- so as a punishment for myself not doing anything, I sliced my arm off.but to this day…? It doesn't feel like enough…

Darrick: I’ve resisted….but always crying till it hurt to cry anymore…

Darrick: *looks at you* no you don't….being here with me…..making it so it's like you care….that helps.

Darrick: but you have. *hugs you*

Darrick: you have…whether you believe it or not *he actually smiles*

Darrick: I do ^^

Darrick: thank you 😊

Darrick: ^^

Darrick: ^^ thank you for being here with me.

Darrick: *hugs you too*

Darrick: *also happi*

Darrick: ^^

Darrick: hmm- ice cream?

Darrick: coolio ^^

Darrick: *takes you to get ice cream*

Darrick: ^^

Darrick: what flavors?

.darrick: all of them?

Darrick: okie doke

Darrick: *gets you all the flavors*

*there are glass shards with blood on them, on the floor* (Okie)

*there is faint crying*

*it,s darrick*

Darrick: !!!! *wipes his tears* H-Hi!

Oop- sorry

*there's glass shards with blood on them on the floor*

*there is faint crying*

*it's darrick*

*there is glass shards with blood on the floor *

*there's faint crying*

His dog: *sniffs around*

His dog: *tilts their head* *the crying sounds of Darrick*

Darrick: y-yes?

Darrick: a-as you wish. *he gets up and cleans up his house a bit, wipes his tears, and takes fm to get ice cream*

Darrick: *he forces a smile* i wasn't lying. And no thank you. You enjoy yours tho.

Darrick: and what if I am- it doesn't matter either way ^^’

Darrick: ^^’

Darrick: *just takes it* I deserve that….a much more…..

Darrick: *shadowed face*

Darrick: there's nothing wrong with that….plus, I wasn't referring to that..*he walks back to his house and looks for a knife*

Darrick: *cuts his left over arm up*

Darrick: truly?

Darrick: *gives sm a knife*

Darrick: not enough….but thank you…

Darrick: sounds good…

Darrick: *does so*

Darrick: ok.

Darrick: *falls off the cliff*

Darrick: *once he hits the floor he groans in pain, but is still alive*

Darrick: dammit…

Darrick: *walks back up, then falls again*

Darrick: *crying* *there is bloody glass shards on the floor*

Darrick: *looks for a knife in his room*

Darrick: *tenses up* n-no?

Darrick: n-nothing's wrong-

Darrick: *tears form in his eyes again, he looks down at the floor ashamed of himself, then he leans against the wall and slides down, to sit with his head buried in his knees*

Darrick: *tears fall down his cheeks while he makes his mouth bleed by clenching his jaw close* i…..i……*mumbles, sounding ashamed, sad, and angry * can't…..

Darrick: *cries a bit harder now, and his only hand starts tearing at his skin on the shoulder with the arm missing*

Darrick: *shouts a bit* I deserve it tho!!! She,s gone because of me! I deserve more than just a sliced off arm!

Darrick: I DO!!!! *gets up and walks to the kitchen, takes a knife and stabs himself in the diaphragm seven times*

Darrick: *angry that Clark wouldn't let him continue*

Darrick: *his eyes widen, he blushes a bit* you…..you what…?

Darrick: *blinks* why the hell would you love someone like me…?

Darrick: …..no, I’m slow, stupid, boring, and just a horrible person….

Darrick: I am.

Darrick: I’m not-

Darrick: honest about opinions…

Darrick: well those weren't facts..

Darrick: !!!!!

Darrick: @//////@ His dog: *barks as in happi*

Darrick: W-WHY'D YOU D…DO THAT?!

Darrick: ……I love you too, but even if I didn't, I still don't deserve love…

Darrick: *sharply inhales, then grabs Clark, pulls him close and kisses him roughly*

Darrick: *slides his tongue in Clark’s mouth*

Darrick: *pins Clark to the wall and rubs his body against Clark’s, all while French kissing him still*

Darrick: *breaks the kiss and bites Clark’s neck real hard*

Darrick: *that makes him smile*

Darrick: *shifts his hips to a more cOmFeRtAbLe position, mostly to tease clark* you’re enjoying yourself~?

Darrick: good~ *pushes clark on his bed, and gets on top of him*

Darrick: one lil warning- maybe shouldn’t have kept it from you before this…but once your tongue touches mine, I’m horny, which means immediate s£x~

Darrick: some dangers to loving me~ *lustful evil grin*

Darrick: better be fine with rough s£x~

Darrick: great~ *takes Clark’s pants and such off and gets started-* (oh god)

Darrick: *is very….very rough, when he do the devil's bed dance*

Darrick: *satisfied*

Darrick: *sighs, also cuddling* I love you 😘💕❤️

Darrick: ^^

Darrick: *smiles warmly at clark*

Darrick: *proud*