i know i jsut complained alot thank you.. for understanding i feel better just by talking about it cotton..please dont hate me or be mad..i still doa nd always will love you (the pass just made me worrie ) and i hope you all know that your my escape from life.. not death.. thank you all i hope you still respect me... i hope we can all still get along just like we used too thank you all for caring enough to listen... you dont know how much it means to me... -Thedar -squribbles it out- -Ashley