bro..i feel like she wants me to die.. she hates me..wont talk to me..i want things to go back to the way they were.. i miss the past.. i just want to die.. and have her be happy.. I wish i could help her.. but its my fault shes like this.. its my fault she feels like this.. i wish i could tell her im sorry.. I wish i could tell her that i want to make things better for her.. I miss my sister.. I want my old sister back.. IM ****ING SORRY...