so we were reading the giver in ela and we got to this one chapter no spoilers but basically it talks about suicide and death n needles n shit and oh boy guess who has a deathly fear of needles first i almost had a panic attack because of the needles and even while im writing this im getting antsy and scared and my body's starting to itch second i almost cried because i was literally pondering suicide in the middle of class third i actually did cry and i tried not to let anyone see it help