one of my bestfriends got depressed and killed himself he was always there for me and now he's gone.....One of my friends who was like a brother to me, We went on a walk 1 day and we not knowin went to a place in our town that is a pretty nasty place and i made it out he got jumped and kidnapped then beat to death so im pretty messed up and im sorry if u guys hate me but i have a issues and im sorry for my jokes some of them might come of *****y and they also might come of as bullyin and rude but myy sense of humor is preverted and racist at times bc its my way of copin ive been molested and its hard to talk abt but there it is its something ive learned to be open abt when ppl ask and ive delt wit racisam and no im not racist ill love u no matter what race u is i have many friends of color and i stick up for um and if u offened them ill beat the shit outta u but my buddy who killed himself did it over racisam and it was how we joked so thats how i cope wit his death and the pain inside there it is........