pretty angry. I miss my boyfriend and its 11:00pm for them they said they'd stay up.so Im lonely and sad Usually they'd be here to comfort me,and love me. but they're busy.I'm always nervous. they might be hurt i don't know i cant know I just feel so angry and lonely. it hurts i don't know what hurts it just hurts. It's not anger but its not NOT anger. its a mixture of wanting to cry,wanting to punch a hole in the wall,wanting to hold somebody and wanting to be alone I feel yet calm. surprisingly. its 12:04am too tired but also not tired to sleep.