My parents fought today, again, so I slammed my door, my mom got all pissy and told me to not slam the doors, so then she left me to go and fight with Ethan, my brothers girlfriend, Abby, came in my room, she then went to try to help the cause of my Ethan and my mom fighting, I cried, and I mean cried, I was hyperventilating, and whimpering, and crying as loud as I could, I haven't cried like that since my cousin died, like my god

How the hell can you make me cry like that??? It took me a good while to calm down like holy mother of Russia

On the side note of that my mental health hasn't been the best, and I've been remembering traumatic shit, that doesn't mix well **** **** ****,, I'm already thinking a lot of things were my fault mmm I don't wanna hear sorry from you I can't say "its ok" anymore because it's not ok, because you're going to **** me and Lillian up more if you keep him in our lives, he's a danger to himself and others and he needs to get some serious ****ING HELP BECAUSE WHATEVER THE HELL HE'S DOING ISN'T HELPING HIMSELF BENE-****ING-FIT

YOU NEED TO SIGN THW ****ING DIVORCE PAPERS AND GET HIM OUT OF OUR ****ING LIVES **** **** **** ****

He threatened to ****ing kill himself, **** he fingered a wound in our family and yet you still want him in Lilly's life

You still want him in her life AND FOR ****ING WHAT GODDAMNIT THERES NOTHING TO BENEFIT FROM THAT ASSHOLE ALL HE DOES IS PRESS YOUR ****ING BUTTONS ****

ALL HE DOES IS TALK IN ****ING CIRCLES, ALL HE'S MEANT TO ****ING DO IS ****ING FIGHT WITH YOU **** **** **** ****

Ugh I hate him

I'm sorry too, ****, my parents can't stop fighting lol so whenever they do I have a mental breakdown so it's bound to cause some shit,,

Mmm,, we have to be careful with the moves we make, I understand

Mhm

I tried doing the same thing back in fifth grade,, so I know how it feels

Mmm big girl sixth grader

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