you are a friend. ilynh

i think you have friends though. friends are good

i hate her

she deserves to be sentenced to hell for eternity

i appreciate you she is wrong i will put her on my hate list that name sounds naive compared to what i want to do to the people on the "hate list" haha

conveineting that i dislike everyone named Aubrey that i have ever met

HAHA conveineting pfft

nothing is numb for me im very cold right now my leg and shoulder hurt

do yoou know how to make the see things go away ?

my shouldder hurts

oh. i dont see them much. i only hear them. i hate them. they dont like him

i dont want more noise

i dont want to go downstairs i dont want my parents to come out

they wont come talk to me im only hearing talking water frogs a whistle ever now and then

nothing is talking to me though

i havent seen anyone in a long time kust my vision messing up and hearing things that arent there

my thoughts are numb thats alk just go to sleep and then wake up hrere

that would be good but theres nothing wrong with continuing to live and i would be quite sad if you died

somoene special to ME wouldve died

im not special to many people at all two people act like i am very special which is odd it doesnt matter though you are special to me how many friends do i have? well, i have you, another friend on here, and my bf. thats ALL. almost everyone else can just die you are special to me

you can die if it will make you happy spend a few hours really thinking about it though would you miss things? would you miss anyone, even just a little? any hobbies you loved? some things like that. what food you loved? all those little things are what makes me change my mind sometimes. if you care juust enough to not want to die, thats good. i would prefer you not die, but i want you to do what you would like

i would call you my friend. thank you for thinking about it. if you die, i will search for you if there is a next life. ilynh

its fine to be sad. without knowing sad, you wont ever know happy. i wont give you attention if you dont want it

thats fine. you dont need to be sorry

this is hilarious i dont want attention either so we're just like hot potato lmao i feel good now. a bit tired though. what about you? feeling any better?

well actually i dont feel too good because my mouth hurts because of my stoopid sister haha

haha we played that all the time at church too you should let out some emotions, whether its private or not. its unhealthy my cats are uh chonk i keep putting bottle caps on their heads

they need hats haha aw. your life isnt useless to some people i have 2 cats and then Cheeto the scream child that is at all outside doors at once and never sleeps, instead waiting at both doors, screaming for food one of my indoor cats is smol like a kitten :)

:) the black cat is the chonkiest of all my cats my weird brown ish? one is chonk enough to take over my chair, even tho she is very smol ive had doggos before, but not now. my sister is allergic ;( poor doggo. must magically make doggo well

heh lmao ew what time is it for you

wait- same :o

wait AM right

yup! Texas yee haw

you are far away :0

i like to call that Misery the weather you guys have there- pure misery i have some family in Misery

WAIT HAHA ONCE so we went around Missouri to visit an ancient person in the family and the sign on a Braums it just said "butter"

O: we are always around Golden City or uh idk what city other old lady is in lmao

wh- why would anyone be mad also damn thats far away

jesus christ lots of chat rn and dont be sorry >;( uhh idk butter

peanut butter on toast is awesome i learned that in Costa Rica hell everyone in Costa Rica that i met loved peanut butter

OH MY GOD waffles and chocolate is mmm

its very good first time i had toast

yeah. its good tho :)

oh no why?? D: its fine to talk about it

nah, its good to talk things out, especially when you dont have many people to talk to irl

sure?

oh okay yeah there are a lot of comments here lmao the chat is getting wack

mk