Sorry I bother you al lot...
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springle[OP]
10.04.2020 07:01
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springle[OP]
10.04.2020 07:05
LinkOkay. Where do I start? I can’t get over my grandmas death, I feel like it’s my fault. I just want this cruel world to end me. I want my friends but the virus is making it harde for me. Maybe if I didn’t exist nothing bad would happen.
It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault It’s all my fault ! Why can’t I just have a normal life? Not be sad? Be a good kid? Get good grades? Always be happy? Why do I have to have motions? Why do I sometimes feel numb? Whe can’t this end? Please and me please I’m begging you. I’m sorry I waste your time I’m sorry I’m a disappointment I’m sorry ima bad daughter I’m sorry I’m a bad sister I’m sorry I’m a bad girlfriend I’m sorry I’m a bad friend I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m so so sorry.
I’m sorry...
springle[OP]
10.04.2020 07:05
LinkThat... hurt to type...
hey its going to be okay. i understand how it could be hard to get over a death in the family. its not your fault though. nature does what it needs to. this virus is so ****ing stupid. i want everyone to be with their friends. and bad things would still happen, even if you didnt exist. you might be the reason someone smiles every day, and you might not know it!
there is no normal life. everyone's life will always be hard in some way. if you think about any goals at all, llive to accomplish them! you just gotta kinda.. push through the hard things, find a few friends that will help. and you are such a good person! dont forget that :)
oh god. my parents want me to do that too. parents are stupid. its gonna be hard to be happy. just do anything you like, do anything you want to do, and it should make you happy. i wish i could be a naive kid again too. i think we have to face real life now though. but thats okay. we will miss our old lives, but we can build better new ones if we try! you can do anything you would like if you try
the chances are what you make them to be. there are many ways to make the world a better place! what are you planning to do to help?
aw :)
cleaning is mostly easy. you cant just walk around and clean up areas if you'd like. sometimes random people might come and help you, too! the other two are a little harder. maybe learn some of the world's problems that make people sad, and try to fix them! not alone, though. you might get some other friends or anyone that wants to help do it with you :)
im not good at helping haha. im trying my best
i doubt it
your "friends'' are stupid
i have lots of "friends" and theyre all stupid
if you have to use the " marks they are likely gonna be stupid
b r o
i hate the "i have it worse!" people
quit trying to one-up people's misery
my ''friends" are like that. stooooopid. knocks on their heads and it hollow. that why i sometimes bottle up emotions too. just ignore them. theyre usually easy to ignore
Ahem-
I don’t know if you’re gonna look at this again anytime soon
Probably not
But I trust you so
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