Let my type please.

Ok so basically I feel like everyone will judge me for this but. I have a fear of sex. Just the idea of sex is enough to make me almost puke. I know I’m too young to even be thinking about it, but I do. It’s not only sex that scares me. It’s tampons too. I just feel like it would hurt so much, and that’s mainly what scares me. Everyone talks about sex like it’s some great thing everyone should do, but I hate the idea. Everyone makes fun of virgins, but I want to be a virgin for my whole life. But I’ve even heard of some people breaking up because one person in the relationship doesn’t want sex. I don’t know. But I just despise the idea. Glad I got that all out, but please don’t judge me. I just don’t like it.