Important Post,,
11 comments
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:36
LinkOkkay here it goes..
So, sorry if I might ramble or say the wrong things, this might be a bit messy, I'll try not to make it one big chunk of text.
This has been (noticeably) happening for around a year maybe a bit longer. It sounds dumb and I have no concrete proof about what it is exactly but it is happening and is affecting me so it kinda has to be real in some way.
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:36
LinkBleh I'm nervous about making an official, non-private post about this. :p
So I guess the best way to describe this, I mean what this post is even about, is it's quite possible I might have some kind of personality disorder (or something similar).
Like I said, nothing concrete, I haven't told people irl because
1. When I dissociate talking with my family is hard bc I'm really distant and out of it
2. Sounds crazy
3. Doubt it'd be taken seriously
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:36
LinkBut I guess I feel like I've been keeping this a secret, and I want to be more open about it.
Some of you might already know about this, or suspected it because of posts made on this account.
Most of the time I'm online (on this account especially) it's me,, Alexander, owner of this account,,
but there are actually 7 of us (as of right now)..
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkNow..this can get confusing, pretty quick I'd imagine. Because nearly all of our sonas were just OCs at one point or another before the incident. I'd prefer having them introduce themselves instead of me trying to explain about them but there's no guarantee I could get them all talking in one night.
Sorry again, I do use "us" and "we" sometimes that's weird ik,,
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkSo I'm gonna give a quick run down of who all is here and then I guess that'll be it for this post,,
Mhrr, so there's me
Alexander, he/him, 16, I look like me uhh yeah. This is my account.
Then there's Connor, he/him, similar to his character counterpart, friendly, loves all things pride, very accepting and he's most willing to talk about things that bother the rest of us.
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkUh there's Cyrus, he/him, he's barely ever active, honestly he's only around when my mom is stressing us out, that's like his job ig,,
Nova, he/him, also very rarely active probably least out of the 7.
Zack, he/him, newest of us, actually came out of nowhere out of the blue but very outgoing, he's talked/drawn on this account a couple times. But he's like 11 and really childish so he's quite different from the rest of us
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkLast two,,
Piasma he/him, anxious, depressed, mostly comes out during stressful situations, probably third most active not counting myself. He has his own account he vents on sometimes, I generally don't allow the others on my account. Tenancy to self harm, we're working on it though.
Last, Dazz, he/him/they/them, we don't like being called she/her so when other people talk about her we prefer they/them to feminine pronouns. Real protective, short tempered, upset that I find her threatening and make her out as a villain most of the time uhhh, she talks to and about people openly which makes us sound crazy ahah,, Honestly she just has some ptsd from the indecent, she was affected pretty bad and has been pretty much a different person since then.
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkOh also to clarify we're all human lol,,, just have fursonas, although Dazz is the only one who like,, uses his the rest are just furry versions for my characters
Characters DO NOT equal the actual us,, it's just for story purposes
And Zack doesn't really have a fursona just a dinosaur plush he's attached to
abcdceese[OP]
01.09.2020 02:37
LinkWell I guess this is off my chest..
If you have any questions feel free to ask. hhhhh
I've only gone into this much detail privately,,