So I'm sort of not really happy to go home? I've sort of convinced myself that my family hates me and that they just pretend to like me but they really just hate me and I know it's stupid but I can't shake the feeling. Like since when have I had trust issues?? Also I've been thinking nobody on FA likes me either, it's all just a ruse to avoid hurting my feelings. It's not like school is much better, but at least I don't feel betrayed because nobody cares about me at school anyway. Still though. Ugh.