i really dont know why I've clung onto this site for so long. We& know what it did to Fizz, we know how it and you guys affected us, but despite all of that i keep coming back. we are "problematic" off-site in ways that we know none of you would except so we project this false version of ourselves that we want you to like instead. in doing this i have greatly hurt someone i love, by trying to lie about us for my own personal gain. i dont know if she'll forgive me for that.

there have been things that happened over the years, things we've said and done on this website that in some cases have been our true self but in ofher cases have been the amalgamation of ourself that this site has made us into. its not a pretty image nonetheless.

this site has made us behave and act in ways that we would have blocked someone for typically.

which is why I've decided to leave. Nothing even happened onsite this time but i'm still leaving because this site is incredibly bad for our mental health and is having permanent detrimental effects on our psyche.