Im at a birthday party rn and i just cant stop thinking about them It is hurting i am just sitting in the car crying

Like- make a new acc and tell nobody about it. This just hurts too much

I said on my shuichi account that i was staying off here for a while thrn i logged out. I just wish they were here i cant stay away from here i just want to post i dont care about looking at anything injust want to vent

I just*

Why cant i stop crying? I want to stop i cant think right we have been friends for 1 in a half years i cant handle losing someone who has inspired me that much to do so many things. Yeah you have hurt me, but i dont care i miss you so much i wish i could tell you that i loved you but i cant because you are ****ing gone and i will never get the chance i couldnt be there when you needed me and i wish i was it is all my fault i want you back so badly i want to stop spazzing out in this car and just see you i miss you so ****ing much you meant everything to me you helped me when nobody else was there i just wish i could have helped you but i am useless i cant do anythung

Oh- Wait you're alive??

I never saw that-

Thank ****

Im so sorry

Im sorry for making you feel like i dont care

I hope you feel much better soon