Water Droplets
gregg.exe
Story on paper
The colours of imagination
scorpion sketch
My biggest fear
Untitled
Vent... (read desc ig...)
by:
KiyoOrApollo-san 
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17.02.2021
9 comments
KiyoOrApollo-san[OP]
17.02.2021 05:31
LinkThought this feeling went away.... But i guess not... I still feel oddly empty and i am crying for no reason... I feel so out of place and useless... Invisible, too. My family doesnt seem to care enough to try and understand and help me through these feelings, but I gess that's to be expected of someone as worthless as me..
KiyoOrApollo-san[OP]
17.02.2021 05:32
LinkI can't even help those who I care about... not when they need it most, that is...
KiyoOrApollo-san[OP]
17.02.2021 05:33
LinkBut now here i am, ranting about my miniscule problems on some website because it helps me "cope".... What kind of pathetic being am I??
Apollo...You are Amazing and I wish I was there right now so we could help each other. You are important. And you help me all the time!! I mean every time that I have ever cried You were the one to make me feel better!! I care about you and I wish I was there to help but Im sadly at home typing this out instead of telling this to you. I love you and would do anything to help you smile and be happy. If you were to die or something There would be no more stars, no more earth, no more color, no more flowers, no more life. You mean everything to me. And I know It seems stupid but you are my Existence. I want you to know that you are helpful. You do deserve to live and that whole that lives inside you, well I have one to and we will have to work on filling it together.
Why do you think so highly of me...? I'm not even that good.... You're way better than I'll ever be and I'm sorry you had to waste your precious time on a worthless human being like myself....How do I mean so much to you? I'm so pathetic...If i really helped, you wouldn't be sad at all...
Maybe I should just sleep this off....It's probably just a temporary thing...Im just seeking attention...I should just shut up, Im sorry...
Look Kiyo Nothing is ever perfectly fixed. There will always be cracks that need patched. Do you know how many times you have saved me?? I think so Highly of you because you are amazing!! You are all the things I say!! Its not just me who thinks so but Tea, Mawth, Ikuwo, Rose!! I love you and I need you to see that!! I need you in my life. Without you it would just be eh. I Know I cant just make things magically better but I wanna help in anyway I can. Things take time and Time takes things away. SO why waste it worrying what your Shitty father thinks!!
