So I was listening to music and then I saw Coldplay - Fix you in my reccomended so I decided to watch it and I had a nostalgia trip and remembered 2016 x-mass when me and my family watched a class of kids singing it in the church and I realised that one of them was one that used to go to my theatre school and that I used to have a crush on them. We made eye contact several times and when the class left I felt super sad that I didn't get the chance to talk to them because it had been so long since I'd seen them. I keep remembering listening to them sing and how the song related to how I felt. The song made me remember all of that and now I feel so sad that I'll probablu never see them again. I've also had to leave the theatre school (back in 2017) and I had to leave so many friends behind and the song makes me think of THAT to and now I just feel soo.... Sad, depressed... Sorry that this was such a long rant but I just feel this way and needed to get it all out even though it'll be a while before

someone sees this but as I said I needed to get it all out... ARGH And I'm even still listening to the song right now and trying not to cry at all of the memories. What's even worse is that my school is doing a production and it's the same musical that I did on the day I left the theatre school! Now whenever someone talks about it I get so sad...

... Well I'm... Going to go for a bit... See you guys later. Afk...

Thanks... The annoying this is when you really like a song but it brings back all the memories that make you sad... (also I don't think I mentioned that the song the people were singing WAS Fix you by Coldplay)

I will :) I just can't stop listening to the song... I think I'll play something else now *sighs*