CHOKIGN MYSELF
by:
MaxiTheNerd 
884
884
21.03.2026
7 comments
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:38
LinkMe staring at the 4 discord notifications from my friends who i love amd care about that have been sitting in my notifs all day and ive been too scared and overwhelmed to open them and respond for some reason I HATE IT SO MUFH WHY AM I LIKE THIS i love my friends why does it feel like i have no energy to hold a conversation with anyone rigjt. Now
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:40
LinkDoes anyone know how to fix me should i eat screws or something
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:42
LinkAnd i was supposed to make plans with my friend this weekend but i didnt yet and its the weekend im kind of overwhelmed and i hate it because there is nothing to be overwhelmed over i just need to calm down and get everything done but i dont have any motivation to push through and complete all my tasks
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:44
LinkIm starting to try to not overwork myself like i used to because i ended up burnt out and depressed every single day after returning home from school
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:45
LinkOk but anyways what im saying is why does it feel like a chore to directly message/respond to the people i love and care about because i hate it and i dont want my friends to think i hate them and i care about them im just very angry with myself
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:47
LinkWhen i dont overwork myself i fall behind and my mental state gets worse and then when i do overwork i get so tired and burnt out and mental state gets worse #winningatlife
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
21.03.2026 03:49
LinkAnd ive been relapsing sm these past few days too ughhhhh i need to get myself off the ground and get to work