Everyone is telling me I'm skinny but they are lying cause I have gained a lot of weight and my stomach is pretty round not straight. Everyone tells me I'm beautiful and it doesn't matter and to let it go. But I can't. My parents might get me a therapist but I can't handle or take any of the pain anymore and I can't help but cry everyday and worry about my weight check myself in the mirror constantly workout and not eat much. But whatever I do I can't lose weight.

It's been a month and I've only lost almost a pound and nothing changed in my stomach

I'd love to talk to panda rn they know how to make me happy again.. I don't know how but they are a great bff. It's been 4 days since they have been on and I'm waiting for them to come on so I can smile again..

Ok..

Thanks