ok sorry im back now i can type

it's a kinda, idk, dumb thing but i hate when my close friends like the same character i like yes i do know this is very childish and stuff but like, i cant stop my feelings exist so shut up if anyone wanna judge me

i get attach to fictional characters way too much and this is probably not so healthy

it's just close friends bc i do talk to them which mean they'll talk to me abt that since that is pretty much common interests and like i feel bad to ask them to stop bc they're just sharing a thing they like and i also cant tell someone to stop liking a character, that's just not right to do

i hate myself for being like this i hate me i hate me

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it's like when you have a crush on someone but your bestie tell you they have a crush on that same person the next day

i try to move on to some other stuff since i usually lose interest pretty quickly if i think i have enough information abt something or someone but like, not when they keep bringing more new info or thoughts to me and now every time I think about that character I think about how much they love them and how much Im not compare to them, I hated that part too and my self-confidence was very low which didn't help at all i hate this i hate being like this it's no one's fualt but my own

i think im done cuz if i keep going i'll go into the loop of thinking abt my other flaws that make me a terrible person and friend

i think it's just a i need to say it somewhere they wouldnt see kinda thing so im fine thank you very much for being here tho i genuinely appreciate it😭❤

i think i'll count you as a close friend, but yeah i can kinda tell you're not like, that into that character and im talking abt people that i talk to almost every single day so like, ye, youre totally fine