and that'll be not good for many reasons including the ones i did mention and the ones i didnt

i think im done cuz if i keep going i'll go into the loop of thinking abt my other flaws that make me a terrible person and friend

i think i'll count you as a close friend, but yeah i can kinda tell you're not like, that into that character and im talking abt people that i talk to almost every single day so like, ye, youre totally fine

i try to move on to some other stuff since i usually lose interest pretty quickly if i think i have enough information abt something or someone but like, not when they keep bringing more new info or thoughts to me and now every time I think about that character I think about how much they love them and how much Im not compare to them, I hated that part too and my self-confidence was very low which didn't help at all i hate this i hate being like this it's no one's fualt but my own

i think it's just a i need to say it somewhere they wouldnt see kinda thing so im fine thank you very much for being here tho i genuinely appreciate it😭❤