Dont mind me crying and vibing
by:
Grapefruit-S0DA 
1519
1519
26.08.2020
17 comments
Grapefruit-S0DA[OP]
26.08.2020 01:00
LinkI have to cut my nails cause I risk harming my self that way. At least I stopped biting my self.
Honestly no and I will never be ok. I hate everything and push away everything that actually feels ok to me
Im sorry for not seeing your posts earlier, i'm usually afk or asleep because of different time zones. do you want to talk? im glad you are taking safety measures.
i do care. no matter how many times you say that i dont, i do.
I was worried after you went quiet, how are we doing right now? Was your day okay?
No! My dumb ass teacher blaimed something I couldnt control on me then my parents did the same!
You shouldn’t be blamed for something you can’t control or something you didn’t do. Both your parents and teacher should know this, I’m sorry that happened to you today. You’re in the right, not the wrong. You didn’t do anything wrong, it’s just their stupid point of view. I hate when teachers and parents don’t listen.
Ik! So I sat there crying at my computer and my sister came down and teased me for crying cause it's normal to see me cry in my house no one cares. Legit crying rn infrount of every one and its normal. I'm tired of my dumb ass family. I want to run away. And if I get caught I hope they take me to a mental hospital. I don't like anything at home, my grandma is the only one that actually cares anymore my mom's to wrapped up in her self and my dad never cared for me.
That’s a sad thing to hear that you’re crying all the time, your sister sounds annoying, i’d just yell at her until she cries to get even. It’s not nice to hear that home-life for you isn’t so good, not is your situation. You really do need help, you need someone to help you through this who knows what they’re doing. And it’s just your grandmother who cares. Might I ask if you have any counsellors at your school you can talk to?
My sister doesn't cry if I tell at her she will call me a ton of names cause I snapped.
I wish i could talk to them but it's hard to talk to someone or reach out to them i dont even know how
Damn, your sister is an ass to handle, yeesh. I understand reaching out for help is hard, it was hard for me too, but once you do, man the relief is amazing, everything is held confidential by law. But with your situation, you really need that help to support you, it’s tough handling things on your own.
I know and I try to but it's hard to do that cause I'm afraid my parents would find out why I'm sad and get mad