ohhh my GOD i’m so stupid cuz tell me why im getting upset over a guy

the two extremes in my head be like “he likes you back!!!! he looks back at you and stutters around you!!!! go ask him out!!!!” and “just kys atp he don’t fw your corny ass”

what do you MEAN the song i played on loop while i was in that one situationship w my best friend is playing right now

flipanim has pretty much become a page where i can rant my feelings cuz i know damn well none of my other irls have access to this site other than blake

i’m scared of asking him out and both of us dating because what if he loses interest after a week or so or hits me with the “i’m not ready” or the “this is moving too fast”

my GODDDDDDD he’s so pretty ****😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

personally i HOPE i fumble because i just remembered this diabolical post i made when i was 12 or 13 that’s etched into this website forever

listening to deftones in the “song that started playing on the local rock station my divorced dad picked out” way and not the “white girl tiktok grunge emo goth core” way

^^^^^ this would kill a young medieval peasant child

maybe i should write a love letter but im afraid to cuz what if he sees it as corny and embarrassing

put me on medication the way i’m incredibly unmotivated to do anything

i keep going to his instagram posts and admiring him chat am i cooked