I'm just a stick up loser who deserves to die You probably think I'm an attention seeker Why did you leave me... I need you back. WHY DIDN'T YOU FIGHT IT FOR ME?!! I guess you always did hate me.

Mom..if you see this from hell. You were a horrible person But I still miss you. why do you give me these mixed emotions It's like taking a job when it's snowy It's confusing and it has no reason So ..why didn't you stay alive... For me?

There's 101 people who are gonna see this.. Why did I make this.. I should have just kept it to myself and bottled it all up