Lets all trauma dump guys
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MaxiTheNerd 
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10.07.2025
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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 03:48
LinkMe too
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 03:52
Linkone time i was washing dishes and my sister had put soap on our toothbrushes for some reason and then i heard my dad mercilessly hitting her and screaming at her upstairs it went on for a while one time when i was four i cleaned the shelf this was when my parents still lived together and i was excited for my dad to get home so i could show him and then when he got home he was drunk and he screamed at me that it looked like shit and that i should do it again one time my sister fell off the couch i was 7 or 8 years old and my sister was like 1 or something and my dad said i was supposed to be watching her and then he screamed at me that i couldve caused her death and asked me how id feel if i had been so stupid and let her die because i wasnt paying attention to her
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 03:56
Linksometimes when i forgot my meds at my mom's house when i went over my dads house he would scream at me and tell me that i would go crazy if i didnt take them and that i would kill my sisters because i forgot them and didnt take them one time at my 10th birthday party my step mom yelled at me i dont remember why and i sobbed in the middle of a roller skating place one time in 2023 i said i disnt want to go over to my dads house and my dad flipped out and camped outside my house and texted me saying how selfish i was and that the world didnt revolve around me because apparently my family had made me a cake for my birthday that was coming up soon and i didnt end up going and that probably the worst panic attack i ever had i was on the floor of the bathroom and i locked myself inside because i thought my brother would try to make me get out of the bathroom and i couldn't breathe and then a few days later it was Christmas and my step dad and my mom forced me to go to his place and then everyone acted like
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 03:57
LinkNothing happened and that was kinda of relieving and then my dad got really drunk and started singing loudly and i got scared but nothing happened
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 03:59
LinkGuys idk if im gonna reply to these so im srry if u wanted to talk to me about it i was just wanting to let all this out and let others do it too so im srry
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:03
LinkOne time i didnt make my step mom a birthday card because i was working on an animstion for her instead and she screamed at me because i was ungrateful and disrespectful and then when i finally managed the courage to tell her i was actually making her an animation she didn't believe me when i was a kid i never asked to eat food because i was scared my dad would yell at me so i just starved until they made something and they always woke us up really early (my sisters sleptnin the same room as me) and i would be shaking from hunger and also they would say i was being selfish when i took a lot of food because i was hungry one time as a kid i got paid to bring my dad and uncles beer not trauma but i thought it was a little funny cuz i was like 5 or 6 carying samuel adams beer to my family and they actually paid me cuz they were so drunk
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:07
LinkIn 2023 i had to attend my dad and step moms wedding as the flower girl with a sleeveless dress and i had scars all on my arms and i has to steal my moms like foundation i think it was ? And cover them up and i was using that shit like a lifeline omg it was so scary being at that wedding because i was scared it was like rub off or something and now i cant find the foundation anywhere which rlly sucks
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:07
LinkIdrk anything about makeup i gave all my make up to my friend and my step sister
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:09
LinkOne time my i had a step brother and he was chill eith me and we would talk about pokemon sometimes and then one day they woulsnt let him in the same room as me anymore without parental supervision so i think they thought he was going to assault me and then he got kicked out a of the house and i havent seen him in a long time
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:10
LinkI have NO idea what happened to this day i know he threatened to kill his family but idk why specifically he couldnt be in the same room as me
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
10.07.2025 04:10
LinkI feel better now lowkey
i used 2 have a friend and in 6th grade all my other friends had beef w/ her bc she was being sexual and like spred some1s ass cheks but shees my friend and i kinda want 2 side w/ her even if shes a rapist or whatevr idgaf ive know her for longer than them but now its 2 late and we dont talk anymore :((
someone stole my box of cheezits yesterday and I rarely ever get them because they are kind of pricey and my family doesn't like them
i used to be like hyperfixated on psa's and theres this one psa where its a person counting down for the 4th of july fireworks and each time they go down a number another one of their fingers is gone have u seen that one
I cant remember what it was about i think it was smoking commercial and it was pink floyd song song playing i think? Im trying to remembee
i cant find it but i also watched one that scarred me as a child i think its called i didnt mean to shoot daddys gun
I like watching true crime because I have 0 survival instincts I deadass had to be taught how not to get killed at night bc I would walk around in alleyways in the dark in the middle of the night alone
oh yeah once someone did start following me on my way to the high school and I saw them come out of a bush and start approaching me so I ran back to my house
This is like when we have to icebreakers in class i forget everything about myself
When i was little my parents would fight so loud and they would fight verbally and physically so me and my brother would wake uo bc we lived in a small apartment and then me and my brother would wake up and both pretend they woke us up so theyd stop fighting and one time my mom broke like her leg or something fighting i forgot how
OMG one time me and my friend were walking to 7/11 for slushies bc i lived close to a 7/11and we walked past a car and this guy yelled from the car and was like hey girls do yall want ice cream its melting so come quick and we were like no thx and we ran inside 7/11 and they were waiting outside until they realized we wete calling our parents
wow my step dad kinda like that but instead of news its world of war craft
my biological mom took me away from my dad when i was 3 i was abused and neglected and she didnt love me the guy, whoever he was to her (not sure because she lies about everything) hit me for no reason and she did nothing to stop him he pulled a knife on her and the police came over and asked me some questions..never saw him again (at that time, i was 5 or 6 maybe 7 and my baby brother was still a literal baby)
but yah my bio mom left us in the house alone before and my baby brother threw up like right in front of the door i js stood there bc i didnt know what to do
i couldnt even wipe myself properly at first uz she taught me the wrong way
i used to go over my dad's to see my older brother and my step mom and i remember telling them i wanted to live with them id cry so badly when i had to go home
she also sent my brother and i death threats over the phone before and started yelling at me in court but my parents were about to get on her ass :)) we got into a whole court case over custody bc of her-
my dad won!!!!!
my bio mom has to stay 10 ft away from me and my brother or else she gets locked up
she was kinda following us? idk why not like she can actually do anything frfr but its over soooo
BRO WHAT im sorry oh my god bro... im so glad ur mom cant be near u anymore wtf im so sorry that happened
also have anxiety and depression :)) i get unmotivated to get up and clean my room or my bed sometimes my bedsheets have stains and hoels in them pls dont judge/srs
sh before!!!
No same bro i dont have asheet on my bed rn and my bed has clothes all ovwr it
I also have depression and anxiety lets beat their asses together brochacho
same i have clothes, crumbs, plushies, stains, and random shi on it
i tried cleaning it today but it got messy againi quit💔💔
Help my bed is so stained and mt shirt is too bevause i eat like a barn animal in my bed
i have these big soy sauce stains on my sheets
IT LOOKS BAD BC IT LOKS LIKE BLOOD!!! i dont need anymore thinking im doing sh again
HELPPPP OMG STOP SAME. Except mine is actually blood because i get bloody noses so often😭
i also had a lot of fake friends that ignore me or only come to me when they need something and it hurts💔💔 or they go offline when i come online
being ignoredmakes me overtink it makes me so angry, sad, hurt, and scared bc WHAT DID I DO WRONG do you not like me or smth whats up?? :(
SMAE I GET NOSEBLEEDS TOO its not very often but when it happens itsalways late at night or in my sleep
im not saying i need attentuon from evryone i hate being the center of attention it makes me nervous and anxious i dont even eat in front of some people if theyre just staring at me no matter how hungry i am
i js dont wanna be ignored by friends or loved ones
or i might feel like theyre staring at me even though they arent i feel like that a lot
Omg eating infront of people is so scary like how do some people jusy pop open a bag of chips and start eating in the middle of class i be overthinking EVERYTHIGN..
EXACTLY I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE PPL ARE STARING AT ME like when i hear girls laughing near me at school and whispering i automatically think theyre laughing at me
i thought that too on my first year back in real school (was homeschooled 4th-6th grade) a group of girls were staring at me and talking but when i passed by they told me i was pretty💛 i lowkey thought they were teasing me
NFRRR ill casually eat around people im close to NOT SUPER NEW PEOPLE i used to isolate myself on the first day!!
like as soon as i see someone staring at me i get clumsy and i stop eating like LOOK AWAY PLSSS IM HUNGRY
omg that happened to me in middle school i got bullied alot yknow how girls do that thing where theyre like omggg hi best friend but theyre just making fun of u so i moved to a new school for hs and some girl wanted to be friend but i thoight she was joking and making fun of me so i didnt trust her until like almsoy a year after we knew eacjother and it turns out she asctyally wanted to be my frien dHELP
FOR REAL LIKE WHAT R U LOOKING AT BRO IM TRYING TO EAT theyre curisng us with the forget how to eat curse when they look at us
SAMEE!! i was so nervous to make friends i barely spoke i gradually came out of my shell..AROUND THEM ATLEAST. we're rlly close now tho<3
omg i remember this one time my teacher called me out bc i never spoke he went
"aj!(replacing nickname w my real name) you never speak! must be pretty interesting" I DID NOT WANT ALL THOSE EYES ON ME STOP IT
FRRRR STOP STARING AT ME WHY ARE YOU STUDYING AND ANALYZING EVERY DETAIL IM TRYING TO EAT UR MAKING ME NERVOUS SOP
naww frr they all noticed that i was reserved but if u knew WHY WOULD U DO THATTO MEEEE
i also hate when i have to speak in front of the class and someone goes "i cant hear you can you speak up" when im scared and clearly trying to be loud IM HAVING A MENTAL MIDLIFE CRISIS READ THE BOOK ON UR OWN BRO.
like at least i can pronounce every word and read like a literate person
PLSSSS OMG SERIOUSLY LIKE THEY CANT PRONOUNCE THE SIMPLEST WORDS I FEEL BAD BUT THEN AGAIN WE AR IN HIGHSCHOOL.. what do you mean you cant pronounce "bewildered" 😭
Everytime its either im talking too loud or too quiet i swear to flipping heck
i also help everyone out with their work especially math
i was originally helping FRIENDS ONLY but then they were like "oh shes smart!" and now theres like 900 kids asking me for help and calling my name every 5 seconds when i didnt even get to write my own name on my paper
One time in kindergarten these 5th graders locked me in a bathroom stall and beat me with their belts then tried to strangle me with them
WHAT ? Bro what the hell kind of fifth graders are those did they get expelled?????
mineis bad because I have no character development
Also I don’t want to share the bad stuff
but anyway I had a weird problem of my water tasting really irony like Pennies
And I drank it anyway bc i didn’t really care maybe it was the cup idk
Anyway one time I had a really bad nose bleed
and I threw the tissue to the little trash bag thing on the side table and took a few drinks of water
but then realized after like the 4th sip that I actually threw the bloody nose tissue into my cup bruh 🙁🙁🙁
uhhh uhh this may be a bit much but since everyone else is-
during their christmas visits, my uncle would do... things with me every night
and during the day in secret he would-
and it would happen one time when we visited them for summer
oh and my mom was driving recklessly, easily couldve crashed and she almost left us at a fire station.
that was.... traumatic..
*cough*
i was 8, when he started doing that, contact would be there when they wernt here, my dad accidentally saw a picture- .. because i forgot to delete it after sending, and my mom and family still dont take it seriously so he is still walking around free probably doing smth to the recent baby that was born in his family 👍🏻
.... *coUGh*
the daycare i used to go to had no stalls in the bathroom and no locks on the doors leading into it. and also i got sexually assaulted/harrassed multiple times from the ages of 6-10(?) while i was there ✌️ all by other kids which sucks bc like they werent being intentionally malicious and probably experienced the stuff they did to me themselves (which is rlly sad) but it still messed me up and now im sex averse 💔 bc of kids who didnt know any better 💔💔
My brother ate my hamburger once and now I eat my food in one sitting.
Also I once had an anime moment where I threw up blood a few times and then went back to sleep like I wasn't dying. almost slipped into a coma after.
once my mum got really mad at me for crying and so what she did to make me quiet because I was having a really bad panic attack and I was crying super loudly and so like she just started hitting me more, kicking me and even strangling me to somehow make me quiet???? and it made it even worse and then BOTH my parents made it badder by threating to destroy my computer if i don't shut up
