Impulsive?? Intrusive??? I think they both fit for this situation but last school year we were doing something with fire in physics and i kept having the urge to touch it and i almost cried so i told my friend to blow out the camdle and she did

Idk what is wrong with me bro i already take enough meds, im tired of ts 🥹 and the thoughts that keep me up at night of my friends dying while im asleep so i wont be able to help them🥹 idek what to do anymoe