Well, nightcloud always loved crowfeather, but he didn't love her, and I feel bad for her. She reminds me of myself. I love someone who loves someone else.

Imagine this, the person you love loves you for a moment and never again. They cheat on you almost every day, and your tired of it so you get back at them for the pain they caused you by telling your son that they are a horrible parent but you are blind from the hurt and suffering and don't know what you're doing, I felt that once. It drives you crazy. You don't know what's good or bad. You're confused, hurting, angry. That's what I felt. Nightcloud is me in a nutshell. That's why I perferr her over leafpool. Crowfeather represents the boy in my life. Leafpool represents the girl he likes. And nightcloud represents me, and I like the guy who likes someone else.