also sh kinda bcs i don’t. it’s not rlly the main thought here i dunno ?????? hdhb hi uhmm ?????? weird temptation to cut myself or smth like just to watch it heal. like deadass just keep an eye on it bcs im actually weirdly curious ????????? i don’t. think i’ll do anything bcs i’m a pussy but uhgm. yeah no i don’t like the thought being in my head but also ? i kinda wanna see it

tbh i think it’s came into my mind w/ thoughts of drawing gore so i’ll assume it’ll go away but

well it was meant to make it aound less bad but actually i feel that made it worse uh