So some sh*t has happened, how do I even begin to explain... So about a week ago I started SH (self harming) and recently my uncle died and I've been skipping days of my antidepressants and its been f*cking with my mind and today being my uncle's funeral I was assigned to watch my younger cousins which trigger me a lot and I almost killed my self dying holding my head in the bath tub. And I don't know if I might do it again