don't call me that))

i'll brb in like 5 minutes, i donna go make myself some tea))

am back))

i just feel like total shit that's all))

i can't stop feeling guilty because i wasted someone's time on the suicide prevention for someone who was just what everyone even themself felt like was an "attentionseeker"))

and fun fact: i now have a rash from scratching at my skin due to anxiety 🙃))

hey, someone finally caught on ^^))

When im anxious i scratch at my upper body and pull out my hair bc i can't help it))

i may or may not have burnt myself on "accident" 😐))

i mean like....i boiled water and set a spoon in it for 5 minutes and held it to my skin until it cooled down...))

anyways...rp??))

and uh...do you mean 100% stop bc that is a lot of forms to stop-))

I can't- im making it less and less each time, but a sudden stop would drive me insane))

mk))

I-...i don't know what you mean *starts to remember but continues denying it*

*turns redder* n..no that never happened

well...you did kinda invade our lives...they are still getting used to it

*thinks of something and starts growling a bit*

*stops* hmm?

oh..sorry...*still recovering from being flustered as well*

i don't want hamburber tho...

SCREEEE WHY?!))

oof mk))

i can't i have to go do dishes or ill get screamed at sorry))

hey...))

sorry about that))

im fine..)))

I had a lot more dishes than usual bc im the only one that does them in this house and my parents told me that they would pay me for them...guess what hasn't happened for 6 months? also i had to make dinner while having my brother tell me that i shouldn't even try to make stories because all my ideas are trash...))

his coping mechanism?! he's been babied from the start! there is nothing to cope with for him...))

...my parents took it out on my sister causing her to leave and our family started crumbling because there was nobody to take it out on and then i turned 8 and they thought that it would be a good idea to take everything out on me))

yes, can we go back to the rp tho?))

i don't like burgers...

*blushes* stop talking like that!!

I want stuffed potatoes!!

uhhh...like an hour until the kids get home... what do you want to do?

fine... *sits on the couch*

*rubs my head on your arm and my ears perk up and my tail starts wagging*

*rests my head in your lap* mine

no, im comfy *my ears start twitching as my tail is still wagging*

*doesn't hear you and nuzzles my head into your lap*

*realizes and stops* oh shit...sorry-

*sits up* i didn't mean to-

*really red* s..sorry...

*still really red* i-

Sorry....

*blushes more* n..not funny!

*hides my face in my hands* s..shut up!

I-....I-

why are you like this -////-

ack! stop talking like that

*when the kids get home* *they walk in* Faith: hey mom, hey dad ^^ Angel: hi mom, hi wyatt... *sits up* welcome home ^^

faith: we went to school...duh

it was an accident okay! angel: what happened?

faith: imma just go do my homework now *walks to her room* angel: how so? I swear if you tell them-

*bites your arm and doesn't let go* Angel: uhh...

*bites harder* angel: wtf

*lets go* don't tell them!

...what do you think?

nothing, you can't convince me UnU

I- *blushes* n..no!

angel: i think imma just go *starts to walk away*

angel: fine *angel grabs faith and walks out* we were cuddling earlier and... *blushes* well uh... i rested my head on his lap...and i got a little too close to something and didn't realize and started nuzzling my head... *squeals and covers my face* angel and faith: ew... *they walk away*

yes! it was embarrassing *really red*

I- after you made me tell them that?!

**** you *walks over to help the kids with their homework*

do i give a shit!! *starts helping them*

*finishes helping them and walks back out*

what the **** are you doing?

*unimpressed face* let me rephrase that, why the **** are you doing?

mk then, so when is dinner *my stomach grumbles*

why are you in pain? what hurts?

hmmm...tell me

why?

*calls the children in and they come in to eat* *I start eating*

angel: meh faith: yea same

angel: good, i have a few friends..and pretty good grades faith: math is so hard T-T

*they finish eating and go to bed and i am still only halfway done*

Hmm...i dunno...they have been like this since i got them... *finishes eating*

from what?

oh....i see...

*smiles and my ears perk up*

*blushes* s..shut it *starts drinking it*

*drinks it sorta quickly*

*puts the empty cup down and sits there*

*starts giggling slightly as the alcohol kicked in*

im *hic* tired

but *hic* will you be with me??

I'm *hic* scared to be alone

I *hic* just don't like being alone *my ears go down*

*stumbles over and lays down on the couch* being alone *hic* reminds me of my *hic* past

o..ok *curls up and just lays there*

*listens while being silent*

*rests my tail on you and falls asleep as well*

*im still asleep and my tail is still on you*

-in the morning-

*my ears twitch and I start to open my eyes*

*yawns* hey babe...(calls you something other than wyatt for once)

hmmm?

babe?

*confused* have i not called you that before?

i got drunk again last night didn't i?

did i say anything stupid?

what did i say?

*my ears go down*

I...i didn't say why tho...right?

good *my ears are still down and i get up*

...back in the lab...i was left alone in rooms for days to test my sanity...I started hearing and seeing things my mind put there...

...i don't see them anymore, im just scared that my mind will bring them back...

*my ears go up slightly and i hug you* don't ever leave me

probably...

im okay with that *my ears perk up more and my tail starts wagging*

(alright i made a promise to get 5hrs tonight so I need to sleep)