clouds parting but its all lies shouldnt i see the sun shine now wonder how i look in gods eyes am i a good person or a lost one will it still be worth it when im all done will i feel ashamed to like who i was will the pain vanis or will more come will i take the poision outta my blood or just leave it there inside of my lungs i know i should let u go hands are feelin cold i feel so exposed lairs in my home just leave me alone noose around my soul i cut down a rope they dont want me happy they dont want me fixed they just want me broke dont want me to live dont want me alive