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22.06.2020
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Cherryicey[OP]
22.06.2020 17:56
Linklet me type-
Cherryicey[OP]
22.06.2020 18:00
LinkI just got a call from my best friends mom telling me she died this morning due to heart failures I wont give out anything specific but its really killing me right now. I wont be posting today. Maybe tomorrow. Ive done nothing but cry and listen to music. I didn't get to say GODAMN GOODBYE because of this situation. Meaning I feel ****ing horrible. Ive been friends with her since i was in daycare. We always got through things together however I couldn't protect her and I have to sit here and telling myself that I did my best but I know I didn't. When you have a best friend you would do anything to protect them and I had to sit there and listen to her mother TELL ME SHE WAS DEAD.
Cherryicey[OP]
22.06.2020 18:01
LinkI spent my last day with her at a godamn classroom.
I’m so sorry for yours lost. She is looking down on you smiling and is thankful for being your friend. She’s in a better place and will be looking down at you. God needed her for better things than what she would do her
I’m here for you and I’ll help you through this. You don’t have to go through this alone
Oh my gosh! I am so so sorry! Everything going to be okay, I promise. She is probably much happier in a better place, so in a way, don't feel sad. Feel lucky that you met her, and that she is happy now. I know this is hard. But you can get through this.
I know.. Its just I feel in a way I didn't get to say goodbye and it makes me feel selfish.. the last day I saw her we got a drink of water at the water fountain and I didn't even say bye..i jwalked away.