im trying not to cry. i dont want attention. and.. when someone commented saying: " hasn't she said she'd leave like 5 times and all where false?" I can explain. i love fa and all the ppl here. at that moment I knew it was good for my mental health to leave and I couldn't take it anymore. but I came back cause I miss this place. cant live without it. live is kinda lonely without you guys. and I love you guys. i hate when ppl say hat I'm doing this for attention. so what. i don't. its not really helping when you do. i also don't honestly seek for help. I'm just saying. cause you guys need an explanation . sorry.

i have very low self esteem rn. i kinda wanna die. ive heard ppl say I should anyway.

also.. i hate when ppl judge me of my age. so what if I'm ten. just because I'm ten doesn't give you the right to think I'm ten and ten only. I'm not just a little kid. my mind is way more. i haven't been the best person knowing things off the internet. and I admit the internet has ruined me. but I can have baby like thoughts and I can have baby like thoughts. but I don't have to have my age like thoughts. ok?

done.

ty ig