This is an opportunity, you were in the wrong and now shes giving you another chance. Granted, she might not even want to be friends again. I dont really know how this can be fixed for her at this point. I just want her to be happy and stay alive.

because if you say no and she dies its probably mostly gonna be on you, just letting you know so it won't be a surprise.

basically what you showed when you didn't give a shit when she said bye. i know you cant control your emotions, so the emotion you responded with shows you dont care. Anyways, would you want to be friends with her again if you had the chance

You and her spent hours looking for good places to live together in, its just weird how you dont care While ariana is having really huge mental and physical problems due to our situation

Anyways, im saying that you have/had a chance to mend your friendship with her. And fix her mental state. Why not take it?