Thank you dude. I do carry that last mindset too, I just feel like I deserve to go through a fit of guilt and regret so I can improve further and whatnot. At 16 i displayed abusive behavior. That’s something that I will feel guilty bout for AWHILE, because if I don’t have guilt, I’ll fall back into abusive behavior, yk? I am going to do better now. I know I am better now, but still it is ok to reflect, compare, and move on at the same time.