Everytime i mess up I feel happy because i feel bad All the things i do is for a purpose Who cares if i leave my problems its my choice Im crying because i cant take it anymore Why wont u go away before i go myself Why dont u leave me alone before i leave myself Cutting makes me not happy its not enough What is enough its myself I am pretty i know who i am but i denied everything I am someone, i am someone who shouldnt feel hurt anymore **** everyone who hurt me anyway i dont care anymore I dont give a **** if u want me to care u got another coming I know im not a loser anymore