Is it normal to have a huge crush and basically fall in love with ur best (and only actual good friend rn that I talk to regularly) friend and even though you try to bury these feelings you can't bc everything abt them makes you so happy bc I don't get alot of people who actually care about me and listen to me in my life (and supply me with that za 😇😇) and bc they're so pretty and you love their insecurities and you think abt hugging them and cuddling n shit like all the time randomly but you know you have to bury these feeling bc you love your girlfriend and you'll do anything for her (change your entire personality and be whoever she wants you to be to make her happy and stay with you because if she leaves u you'll probably never find anyone like that ever again that cares abt you and doesn't judge you and comforts you and has been with you for almost 2 years and the thought of breaking up makes you actively suicidal/srs )

Sorry guys this one's a lil depressing

No horny, only a great dilemma currently making my life a living hell

Anyways *draws porn to distract self * ok I have to shower I stinky

is this real