I wish i could help more i love my friends bad stuff shouldnt happen to them i hate situations where it seems like there is no good solution i feel like everything will just work out in the end everytime but it doesnt always happen that way and it sucks

Im really afraid of losing my friends i dont want to lose them but i dont want to sound weird saying that to them i just worry so much sometimes and i just want to message people and tell them that they can talk to me if theyre ever feeling sad and i just want to tell them that i really care and idk what i would do without them but thats weird and clingy and people dont like that but i dont want my friends to die i feel like bad things will happen

I dont want my friends to die i dont know how im meant to tell my friends that they mean everything to me without sounding weird and embarrassing i just wish everyone could be happy and safe and i always think that there is a solution to everything right away but theres not idk why i am naive like this i always think things will be ok in the end but sometimes theyre not

Idk what to do anymore i just wish i didnt have feelings so i could help everyone without my emotions getting in the way im scared i dont want bad things to happen i wish i could help i wish i could fix everything i wish bad things didnt happen

I wish i was like zane from ninjago and i could just flip a switch and suddenly could just not have feelings and i could help people and i could be a good person im srry guys

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Five nights at freddys is this where you want to be i just dont get it why do you want to stay five nights at freddys . It is almost 2 am fliiiip.

Guess whos learning to try to not put up white flags and stand up for myself oh yeah thats right me and yes this is a hetalia reference noooo wayyyy. Yeah ill stand my ground like a tuff alpha. Yeah ill defend myself. Yeah. Uh huh. Watch me..

Marukaite chikyuu marukaite chikyuu marukaite chikyuu boku hetalia!

I think i need to sleep or im gonna be living off of liek less than 2 hours of sleep soon im so lucky to have adderall bro .. goodnight my friends