you got this

I hope everything goes well for you ♡

Wanna give you the biggest, warmest hug right now you sound like you're going through a lot of things and emotions that you don't deserve. I know that talking someone out of your current situation is not easy at all but I at least want you to know that your emotions are completely human its okay to feel this way, even if it may not feel like you should be, it happens. Try to take deep breaths and think about the things and people that make you happy, maybe even hum your favorite song if you can, anything to calm your nerves. You're an incredibly kind an sweet person and you deserve to be happy, not face so many hardships. You're doing an amazing job at life so far by even keeping yourself alive despite everything, so all I ask is that you keep trying to do so, even when times seem dark because you are so damn powerful and I hope you know that. You're making the people who love you proud to this day and no matter what happens next, they will still be that you've stayed so strong for so long