I love fantasy sooooo much I can’t help it Dragons, witches in the woods, princesses and princes kingdoms It’s all so lovely to me And like I know a bunch of people who’s characters are based off of real life things like police officers and mafia peoples,,, and idkkk I’m jealous? I keep telling myself that I’m childish for wanting my characters to be based off of fairytales And if it is, I don’t care- I really love fantasy But it feels like I’m stuck- between wanting to grow up and wanting to stay little It sucks 😂

I know it’s just because I don’t remember anything from when I was 10 down- that I want to be small But I also wanna grow up- get a job, do school work- go places without stuttering or panicking when I have to talk to someone

I hope I find something to help-