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Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:07
LinkI live in my house with my Mom, Half-Sister, and my Step-dad. I dont really remmember or know where my real dad is, but he left me and my mom when I was 2. when my mom got remarried when I was 5 I didn´t understand that my dad was replaced by my step-dad. I liked my step-dad untill......My Mom and and him seperated to take a break for less than 2 weeks, but ever since then (I was in 5th grade) we have been drifting apart. Now we are as far as ever, the only time we talk is when I have a question, he tells me to eat or to do something. After a lil bit I have been getting only C´s in my grade. He started yelling at me all the time, and tells me how bad I am at school with my grades, and tells me how useless I am. lately My mom started doing the same. they dont understand, you see my dad, he didn´t leave me (I just found out a couple of years ago) he is in prison, and I am 50% him so I have bad stuff in my blood.
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:12
LinkHe struggled with his grades, and he dropped from highschool, My mom had bad grades, ALMOST dropped highschool, AND BOTH HAVE ANGER ISSUES (LIKE REAL BAD) what do you have when you put together two people who have had struggles in school and almost dropped or with both anger issues. My mom excpets me to be perfect, but I have problems, I almost died when I was born, I was also not ment to be born, I was just an acident, and when I was born All of my intestints were out of my stomack, and in fact my skin over my stomach was gone, so I have issues in my digesting systems and I almost had a heart attack once. I just want people to understand me and care, all I want is to always be in my room or in my basement crying or drawing away from all other people in the corner of any room.
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:16
LinkEveryone expects me to be perfect, When I was in 4th grade I threatened my family that I would run away, and I was this close to leaving. My mom named me Nevaeh and it is to hard for anyone to say, so i tried to change my name to Noya (short for Nishinoya from Haikyuu) but they hated it and I have just been al alone and I cant tell anyine because none will understand they will just ignore me
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:17
LinkI understand anger issues are hard i have depression so i hide it so everyone in this world has a problem ok so dont felll bad or sad even tho i am always like falling and my brother doesnt even care he is the one who makes me fall so we are like the same but we not so just fell happy ok you have all these nice ppl around you who care about you so dont fell sad :)
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:18
Link-cries-
I have just moved to a place to far but far enought to not know where I am, I dont know anyone in my neighborhood, and on top of that I changed school (online) so I dont know anyone. The only thing that makes me happy now a days is Drawing, being on my computer, watching Anime, crying in my room/basement or snuggling with my kitty
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:20
Linktrust me i fell the pain my gardes have droped and no you cant be perfect my parents just say leo dont fell bad they are here to help me so i think you should prob saty away from your parents for som time its what i did now we all get along you dont have to do i am just telling you just like space away let them do what they want and then once you fell like you can talk to them try it and youll make a happy family again :)
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:24
Linki always have my puppy by my side and he know once i sad even tho i dont act like it thats bc we have a strong bond so i think how to have a strong bond is to space out ya know i did that from my puppy cuse he was always growling at me and see now we have a really strong bond and i let no one touch him like how parents protect there kids trust me they deeply care its just try hard in school get your brain strong and try to make some new frens like go on zoom metteings or just hang around on your phone
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:24
LinkI wish, but I am just one of those depressed teenagers eho dont wanna talk to none and I am scared to talk to them about this, this has been happaning for about 3 years and last time I had a problem and I told them, I got in trouble and was grounded for having the issue
My step-dad doesn´t care about me honestly, and my mom is getting pretty close, she said that My grandma can take me to live with her, IT IS NOT A JOKE BECUASE I KNOW WHEN SHE IS SERIOUS
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:29
LinkI mean after all its a win win you get to stay away from your arents and your parents stay away from you and yu get to stay with your grandma and eat cookies and have fun <3 stay postitve there is always a bright side to things <3 :)
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:31
Linkthx I will try, but I mean flipanim is my life becuase you guys might think that becuase of on here I am social, but I am not at all, I only social to my cousin and THATS IT
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:32
Linkmhm ok do you fell better soon i hope i helped
Batgirl[OP]
05.11.2020 15:34
Linka lil bit, thx ;3;
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:35
Linknp
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leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:36
Linkits always fun to help a fren
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:36
Linkgt get going TwT
leo-chris
05.11.2020 15:36
LinkUwu :>
XXBobachocolateXX
05.11.2020 22:22
LinkIt's ok I got yelled at for getting b's and a's. I know I could have done better, but it is not easy when someone yells, screams, and cus you out, but I will be here when you need me. It's ok my spirit aniamal.