Oh, I'm sorry, don't listen to you Mom it's not true, I don't know you well but you seem like a good person and friend and please don't drink vodka or smoke, there are other ways to cope with stuff like this, but I know your not a disgrace and never will be, I'm sorry for the way your mother treated you. You deserve better than that, I wish I could do more to help then just type, I'm sorry once again, I hope you feel better soon

Jfc...im so sorry that happened to you...I just want you to know that your not a disgrace, please take care of your self though..i don't wanna se you hurt, you deserve so much better...i wish I could hug you rn...once again I'm very sorry for what happened..

Don't listen to your mom, dude! We'll always be here for you, to assure you that whatever your mom says or does isn't important, and to support you! I swear that you aren't a disgrace, and you should try and contact a teen help line if this gets worse, or even call CPS. It's hard to face because it's your mother, but calling and getting help is the best idea for your mental health.