This again am i right? This website was my home for the summer. Tbh so many people wanted to talk to me. I had strong connections with every1 who i talked to. When school started it felt the same for 2 weeks then it started to become distant. Everything sucks, i suck. You may not suck but to me. I suck to you. Im just another human being passing through life. My acc is dead and hell i worked hard to get to where i am. On here and irl. But whats the point when whoever follows you just gives u a second glance and moves onto the next thing. I cant draw, my mind is killing me, and i need a therapist. Yall may think im fine but theres a lot of things im bottling up. And ill always be open to allowing a friend to vent even if im not in a good state of mind. If i do come back, i still be in the worst state possible. And i know it. Cause i come back here to have some1 to distract me from everything. Sometimes i just need a bit of symthany and its not showing. I feel like im the worst cause im never up here when ppl