You know, having your faults called out by someone you loved isn´t easy. It doesn´t help when they´re right, either.

You try so hard to change the way you are, to be a better person.

You got jealous when they did anything that didn´t invole you. How selfish.

You try hard. You try harder. You get into a fight. It resolves, but the person stays the same. You, disappointed, go back to trying. Still upset about your first fight with that ¨amazing¨ person, you try harder to change how you are to make that person love you.

You get into multiple fights that were all your fault.

You get more depressed then you already were.

Is that not reason enough to commit?

How damn messed up is it to end your life over 6 months of love, pain, and lies?

Those lies weren´t lies.

They were hard truths that sounded made up.

Damn. I´m a mistake. **** my idiot screwed up ego.

but I do